Soul lost in transition between different lifestyles
Confusedboi
23
UWA
likes cars, games, movies, music, chilling with friends
hates doing work, realities of life as you get older
less than a month before i return home less than 2 weeks before the final exams begin
in the blink of an eye the semester comes to an end first year of uni coming to an end
since about a month ago there hasnt been a strecth of more than 3 days in a row where i can just slack off really just want to see back and watch the sunset\
my only entertainment for the past few weeks is going out to eat on weekends the temporary respite and injection of satisfaction from drinking bubbletea
now waiting for terminator salvation transformers 2 new harry potter film so many films i want to watch
just booked revision driving lessons in sg booked second shot at driving test on 7/7 this time may better fortune befall me
the driving licence still eludes me even though i yearn for it so badly
8:03:00 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
i just watched star trek yesterday great movie i must say even though im not a big fan of star trek this movie is better thatn previous few star trek films ive seen
it makes me wonder about the concept of time travel going back to the past and altering past events the possibilites are fascinating and have been explored in fiction cue c and c game series back to the future
but but what if you could alter the past to suit the future that you want imagine you go back and alter your PSLE, O level, A level or i could be somewhere else in the world who knows but the say going back in time could prove to be opening pandoras box like if you prevent some tragedies from happening things in the present may not be the same you could create an alternate timeline if ww2 didnt happen britain would still have control over 1/4 of the world america wouldnt become the dominant world power nuclear bomb wouldnt develop singapore would still be a colony where would that place us I dont know
as much as i want to change some events in the past as im sure many others do theres just no feasible way to do it at the present but then its always nice to dream
after all reality bites hard this week was real drainer next week still got stats and monetary econs to deal with
good stuff this week hm bubbletea go out eat chinese food yest hm mission to try out diff food throughout northbridge area later on going out to have dinner
thats all
12:10:00 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Its feeling cold and its only 5 pm in the evening and its been a long week havent had a single day where i can just slack away doing nothing every single day there has to be some work done its draining me fast how much longer can i hold on i cant wait for the coming week to be over then i can catch my breath if its only just for a while
the only good stuff that happened was my weekly dosage of bubbletea plus the floor outing to freemantle prison on friday night got an educational tour of the place plus the fact that it was at night, i can imagine some of the prisoners there goning around their daily routines freemantle sure is buzzing at night all the pubs and clubs when theres pubs theres booze and the drunkards as well
and booze just reminds me of econs essay which i havent finished and its due on wednesday jap writing stuff on tuesday stats project got extension till the 18th but i want to get it out the way cos on the 20th got econs debate
econs exam was disastrous to put it bluntly not pleased with it now awaiting monetary econs results
i dont have the mood to do things have to force myself to study
why cant i be the bloke parting away not giving 2 hoots bout studies chasing blondes
its precisely cos of the high oppurtunity cost of studying here that i resign myself to focus on studies and try to eek out some leisure leisure here meaning anything that gives you some utility
i already missed out so much fun stuff in my teenage years especially high school and senior high school i dont want to enter the working world without enjoying university DEFINITELY NOT
life is so imbalanced now
4:56:00 PM
Sunday, May 03, 2009
Procastinating as usual
its the month of may
crunch time
assignments essays due all coming in fast and furious mid may is the pressure cooker week
Blah no mood to blog already stupid projects looming at the back of my head everytime you go to sleep and wake up you are constantly reminded that the deadline is drawing near
my stomachs been giving me quite a lot of problems over the past few days seriously sianz
swine flu outbreak seems like more and more animals are suffering from diseases that mutate to infect humans
i realise that im not good at so many diff aspects of life be it phyiscally/mentally/socially/ even relationship wise all medicore nothing to shout about i havent identified something that im really good at whether its a hobby, studies wise, playing games, etc
i had been told many times the phrase be yourself what does it truly mean to be yourself?
